This photo shoot was amazing in all that I can say. I felt so liberated and free and so full of playfulness. I had a great time. I did feel at one point enough was enough I had feelings of being over conceited. I was thinking I don’t want people to think that’s all I do is take pictures of myself. It was strange I know. It’s strange when your mind goes running off on a tangent. I actually got really upset inside and felt like hiding and shaming myself for having so much fun in front of the camera. The words came out no one is going to care and people are just going to think you are conceited and then the reigns got pulled back and I said okay no more for me that’s enough. After looking at all them I’m sad I did that because I realized how much I ruined my own fun in front of the camera. It’s okay to have fun. It’s the first time I realized that I didn’t allow myself the freedom to be free. It made me think how often do I do this to myself? We spend our lifetime working towards happiness and enjoying life and having fun and all for it to be torn down by our mind. All I could here in the back of my mind why are you doing this, people aren’t going to want to see pictures of you. I need to stop this nonsense and move forward. It’s not about what anyone else thinks it’s about me having fun and enjoying myself. I want to feel the pleasures of life, I want to be happy, I want to feel the joy when I’m surrounded by the beauty of nature. All it takes is that one little comment that throws you for a loop and then the mind starts to circle and feeds on your story of your not good enough. I am good enough, I am beautiful, I really am! I know this now and it’s okay. I don’t need to be concerned what others think because honestly that’s their business not mine at all. I am going to remember this moment, I will surrender to believing in myself and seeing my beauty.

Much Love Always!

Nicole xo

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  1. I remember the first time I had read one of your posts. I thought to myself who is this naked woman? So I read and it became abundantly clear it was about acceptance. None of us have that magazine, airbrushed look about us. We’re all imperfect, yet perfect in our own way. I can definitely detect your evolution. Your earlier photos were nude, but also concealed. Today, even with your clothes on, you’ve revealed more of your body than you ever had. I commend you on your freedom and self acceptance. It’s something we all strive for. Beautiful photos!

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    • Thank you so much and I absolutely love your comparison to how much freedom I’ve actually accomplished even with my cloths on. It’s so true it’s not about taking my clothes off, freedom of self acceptance comes from deep within your soul. Thank you for sharing your wonderful comment it’s so greatly appreciated

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  2. Nicole, this is Ms. K. Mr. T and I have enjoyed your journey and highly appreciate all that you have overcome to get to this point. It’s so nice that you are accepting of yourself in clothes or out of them. You have experienced the freedom and liberation that both can bring. We get where you are coming from. The photo of you in the water falls was so compelling to us. As we looked at that photo we began talking about your journey and how cool it would be if were hiking nude through the woods and came up on you there. The pose, the smile on your face, the body language all speak to your freedom and liberation plus the joy of being one with nature. To witness that in that moment was like a wow moment and also we found it sexual and erotic as well. As we continued looking at it and discussing it and what it meant to you we both became aroused. As such we both masturbated while looking at the photo imagining we were watching you in that sublime moment. I hope that is not TMI and that we have not offended you by our reveal. However your freedom and liberation has inspired us as well.

    Naked Hugs

    Ms.K & Mr. T

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